It has been an emotionally draining few days for me.  Bret has been here trying to get the back of the house up to standard for insurance purposes.  They came and took pictures of the house last year and then asked that some things be done.  
Even my psychiatrist said that it is too early on in things to be able to cope with spending an extended amount of time with an ex.  

My brain coped by needing to sleep a lot to just shut off, in between crying on and off.  

But you know, like it says.... 'shit could be worse'.  At least I have an ex that is willing to meet his obligation to the house and to me and get this done.